The internet sure is a lonely place nowadays.
Then again, so is the real world, but I kinda forgot ;-;
It's rough not even being in school, you know
I never see anyone. The only people I talk to in real life are my mom, my grandma, and my friend Torie. I never leave my room, I never go anywhere...and my dad, who lives literally five minutes away, decided he didn't want anything to do with me, so he only calls like once a month, and I only see him like once ever five months for about 20 minutes. Ever since he got remarried, he's just been too busy with his step children and new wife.
Like, okay, get this: my step-sister has a beautiful room at his house. It's perfect. It has a flat screen TV, a beautiful full sized bed, a dresser, two nightstands, curtains--
Then there's my room...right next to hers. One twin sized mattress on the floor with sheets. That's it. Nothing else in there. You know, just because I'm not there doesn't mean I don't deserve to have a decent room at my own daddy's house. It's like I've just faded out of everyone's lives, like I'm not even important enough to text every now and then. I think a simple "hey I missed you, how are you?" text would be enough, I don't really ask for much.
But this whole thing goes deeper than just my dad being a deadbeat. I can deal with that, honestly. It could be worse. I'm not even sure where I'm going with this, I'm just really down right now. Sorry for just dumping this on you guys.