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lmao HEY whats up i'm alive 
i haven't been drawing much lately? for whatever reason. probably depression lmao.
anyways i'm 20 now holy shit and also fuck
IT'S SO WEIRD TO THINK HOW LONG I'VE BEEN HERE? I think I made this account when I was 14??
and like most of my watchers have been here since then. 
I'm so surprised you guys never got tired of me lmAO
SO yeah life's been shit and i got my first wrinkle the other day so I'm basically planning my funeral as I type this.

so far I'd like to be naked, covered in glitter, and lowered from the ceiling on a series of suspension cables into my casket while shitty vaporwave music plays.
either that or I'd like for my casket to be spring loaded so I can be ejected from it at random intervals throughout the service.
or i could pull a jack in the box and put a crank on it?? idk i'm undecided

LONG TIME NO TALK

/SALUTATIONS./
Wow I apOLOGIZE for my lack of communication lately, I'm just exceedingly laY. Z.
(That's gangster for lazy)
(Gangster is my native language jsyk.)
Anyways, WHAT'S UP?
WOW I THINK I OWE A LOT OF YOU AN APOLOGY BECAUSE I KNOW I OFFERED TO DO REQUESTS SOMETIME BACK IN OCTOBER WOOPS
But hey at least you didn't pay me~
This is why I don't do commissions. I'm unreliable. It was a rough few months, guys, I am so sorry. The little doodles you've seen me upload here and there I have no excuse for BECAUSE I COULD HAVE TAKEN THAT EFFORT AND APPLIED IT TO DOING YOUR REQUESTS
But the funny thing is
I ACTUALLY /DID/ DO A LOT OF THEM, I JUST HATE HOW THEY TURNED OUT SO MUCH THAT I WOULD NEVER GIVE THEM TO YOU BECAUSE EVEN IF IT WAS FREE, YOU DESERVE SO MUCH BETTER LOL.
Okay I think I've said all I needed to say FOR NOW. I miss you guys ;-; Talk to me some more ok

Called ONE NATION UNDER WALT. (Cheesy right)
It's been around for a while now AND IT'S SUPER FUN
AND I THINK IT'S TIME WE ADVERTISE A LITTLE. SooooOOOOooo, if any of you guys would like to join it, all you have to do is message me with the character(s) you want and an optional little teeny tiny in character paragraph and I'll give you the chat link and you can start goofing off with us!
IT'S A REALLY CHILLED OUT GROUP. No really SERIOUS RP'ing, it's just for kicks.
Each person is allowed a maximum of THREE characters.
These are the characters that have already been claimed:
Aurora (Sleeping Beauty)
Amelia (Treasure Planet)
Bruce Banner (The Hulk, Marvel)
Buzz Lightyear (Toy Story)
Charlotte La Bouff (The Princess and The Frog)
Cruella DeVil (101 Dalmatians)
Dr. Facilier (The Princess and The Frog)
Esmeralda (The Hunchback of Notre Dame)
Genie (Aladdin)
Jake Long (American Dragon Jake Long)
Jessie (Toy Story 2, 3)
Jim Hawkins (Treasure Planet)
Lady Loki (Marvel)
Loki (Marvel)
Young Macguffin (BRAVE)
Merida (BRAVE)
Mira Nova (Buzz Lightyear)
Mother Gothel (Tangled)
Peter Pan (Peter Pan)
Ralph (Wreck-It Ralph)
Roger Radcliffe (101 Dalmatians)
Steve Rogers (Captain America, Marvel)
Stitch (Lilo and Stitch)
Syrena (Pirates of The Caribbean)
Tamara (Pirates of The Caribbean)
Thor (Marvel)
Tony Stark (Marvel)
Tramp (Lady and The Tramp)
Sgt. Tamora Calhoun (Wreck-It Ralph)
Vanellope VonSchweetz (Wreck-It Ralph)
Wendy Darling (Peter Pan)
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*I'LL BE ADDING TO THIS LIST AS WE GAIN CHARACTERS*
It looks like a lot, but keep in mind, each person has about two or three characters each. All in all, it's a pretty small group, so it's nothing to be intimidated of! We're great for anybody looking to blow off some steam, and we're also great for beginners. SO YEAH, COME ON DOWN. You don't need to set up a blog or anything, just create a chatango account for your character and make yourself at home, I PROMISE you'll love it.
If anybody has any questions, just send me a note or leave a comment, MMMKAY?

The internet sure is a lonely place nowadays.
Then again, so is the real world, but I kinda forgot ;-;

It's rough not even being in school, you know
I never see anyone. The only people I talk to in real life are my mom, my grandma, and my friend Torie. I never leave my room, I never go anywhere...and my dad, who lives literally five minutes away, decided he didn't want anything to do with me, so he only calls like once a month, and I only see him like once ever five months for about 20 minutes. Ever since he got remarried, he's just been too busy with his step children and new wife.
Like, okay, get this: my step-sister has a beautiful room at his house. It's perfect. It has a flat screen TV, a beautiful full sized bed, a dresser, two nightstands, curtains--
Then there's my room...right next to hers. One twin sized mattress on the floor with sheets. That's it. Nothing else in there. You know, just because I'm not there doesn't mean I don't deserve to have a decent room at my own daddy's house. It's like I've just faded out of everyone's lives, like I'm not even important enough to text every now and then. I think a simple "hey I missed you, how are you?" text would be enough, I don't really ask for much.

But this whole thing goes deeper than just my dad being a deadbeat. I can deal with that, honestly. It could be worse. I'm not even sure where I'm going with this, I'm just really down right now. Sorry for just dumping this on you guys.